Vee’s Inspiration September 3, 2024

“Grief comes in different forms… keep those you love close”- Vecus

“My perfect obsession”

When I dream, I dream of the clack clack.  That music the weights make when I smack them together to increase that stack.  The weight of the world is in my figurative hands while literally the weight of the world rests on my back as I squat press from a position of oppression to a position of suppression of my words and my thoughts and my feelings.  Oh my perfection obsession allows me to bleed through this aggression that trapped my body while making the transatlantic migration, but was it a migration or really a progression? A progression of my mind state from one nation to a slave state.  Or was that slave state always a mind state of my brothers who captured me and sold me into that slave state?  Oh my perfect obsession that clack clack of that weight stack feeling my muscles pressing against that cold iron, that cold cast iron that forged this bond around my mind and body that had to squat and bend to the forces surrounding me.  Oh my perfect obsession that clack clack of that weight stack as I press it and it presses heavily on my chest,  squeezing me to a place of complacency where I don’t care that you made me cut my hair and and turn my vibrant colors to a more subtle hue and and change my language from it’s melodic flow to something that has no flow, just a period, a dot that signifies a stop.   Oh my perfect obsession that clack clack of the weight stack.  I come to you my place of respite so I can drop the weight I carry from that almost forgotten hot August  day.-Vecus2024

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