Vee’s Inspiration July 15, 2023
A few moments of reflection...
While taking a moment to enjoy the fruits of our hard work, I reflect on the events of Thursday evening. I received many, glad you're safe, put the tools down, sit down, and relax messages yesterday. I appreciate everyone's concerns and prayers. My cousin, Brice, texted me and said “Sit down and relax cuzzo, you are truly blessed.” I agree, I'm am truly blessed. But I don't know how to sit down and relax. Since my earliest memories, I've always been “doing something” I'm not sure how to deprogram 47 years of always moving, my earliest memories were when I was 5 years old, and I was running🙂. It's easy for me to keep pushing and keep moving, that's what I've always done. Sometimes I feel like a shark, if I stop swimming, I'll die.
What my wife, my cousin, and many of you might have been thinking is Vecus let the professionals do their job, and you do yours. Trust me I get it, but I'm so curious about how things work, how people work, and how people think that I gravitate to doing and learning different things. I know, I know I have to be smarter when it comes to things that can seriously injure me. My wife is still concerned about me and for that, I feel awful and I need to apologize to her again, as I rethink the series of events, I realized she witnessed it all. If nothing else that look in her eyes as she stood over me reminds me of the time she almost lost me when I was attacked by a nest full of yellow jackets. ( I did go down swinging🥊💪🏽, but I went down😔. The paramedic said I was lucky my wife gave me the baby Benadryl, which stopped my airway from completely closing and ultimately saved my life).
I will learn from this recent painful experience. It’s ok to be curious, it’s ok to always want to learn, but learn from the professionals before trying to do what they do.
I'm sorry Babe❤️
Have a great Saturday!
Stay safe and Thank you!